1 AM

Well, here I am again. It's almost 1 O'clock and I am laying on my bed, with freezing feet might I add, listening to the rain fall outside my window.  For some reason, I don't know what it is, this weather gets me thinking about so much. Right now I can't stop thinking about when I was younger.

There is a Taylor Swift song that really explains every thought that is popping into my head right now it's called "Never Grow Up" and I can't even begin to tell you how much I love it. Well, those of you that know me know I love every Taylor Swift song ever written. She is honestly my hero for so many different reasons. I guess I will share a few reasons why:


Top 5 reasons why I love Taylor Swift  (No specific order)
1. She doesn't seem to let stardom get to her like many other celebrities I have heard of.
2. She seems to have a song written for every single emotion I have ever had.
3. I love how she looks at song writing as being rebellious.
4. She handles difficult situations with a very mature mind set, which I think is one of her most admirable traits...
5. More than anything I love how genuinely kind she is to everyone, including her fans.

Oh, I just got Taylor Sift tickets too! I really believe August 23rd, 2011 will be the greatest day of my life.

If only I could meet her,  now that would honestly be a dream come true.



Never Grow Up (I put my two favorite stanzas in bold)
Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in and turn on your favorite nightlight

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out
Someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your PJs getting ready for school

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
No one's ever burned
Nothing's ever left you scarred
Even though you want to, just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what is sounded like what your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I had is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my nightlight on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up
Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up
It could still be simple

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heat
And even though you want to, please try to never grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just never grow up


Goodnight <3