Oh you know,

Just a song that I love...

True That.

Frustrated.

I am trying to do my math homework, and let me just say Statistics is difficult and I am getting really frustrated! Study break is definitely in need. Okay this isn't exactly blog worthy but I felt like posting something :)

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Please excuse all of lyrics.

"Little girl alone on the playground
Tired of gettin' teased and gettin' pushed around
Wishin' she was invisible
To them

She ran home cryin'
"Why do they hate me?"
And Mama wiped the tears and said
"Baby, you're brave and you're beautiful.
So, hold your head high.
Don't ever let 'em define
The light in your eyes.
Love yourself, give them Hell.
You can take on this world.
You just stand and be strong
And then fight
Like a girl."

At 31 she was wheelin' and dealin'
Kept on hittin' that same glass ceilin'
She was never gonna be one of the boys, no
She coulda gave up on her ambition
And spent the rest of her life just wishin'
Instead she listened to her mama's voice sayin'

"Hold your head high.
Don't ever let 'em define
The light in your eyes.
Love yourself, give them Hell.
You can take on this world.
You just stand and be strong
And then fight
Like a girl."

Oh, with style and grace
Kick ass and take names

Ten years of climbin' that ladder
Oh, but money and power don't matter
When the doctor said "the cancer spread"
She holds on tight to her husband and babies
And says "this is just another test God gave me.
And I know just how to handle this"

I'll hold my head high
I'll never let this define
The light in my eyes
Love myself, give it Hell
I'll take on this world
If I stand and be strong
No, I'll never give up
I will conquer with love
And I'll fight like
Like a girl"

Well..

Noah and the Whale.

"Oh I'm only ever hoping
I can be there for you
Oh if Halloween and Christmas
Ever become confused
I will seperate the demons
From the gift-givers for you
Oh I'll separate the Angels 
From the Scary Witches too
To protect the bond
That I feel between our hearts
Oh because bonds can wear down
From the moment they start"



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A moment of rest.

     I have been going, going, going, these past few days so, I have decided to take a breather. Save a little time for myself, you know, listen to music, read, clean, just have "me" time. I have decided to kick off this night with a little post... I'm not sure why.
     I think "me" time is important, everyone needs a little time by themselves. 

Got me thinking.

Someone very close to me told me something today that I really hadn't thought about much. It may be because I have been blinded by the fact that they do so much for me and I just in a way, I don't like to say this but here goes nothin', took advantage of them.
"Lauren, you are never happy with anything I do for you. You always seem like something is bothering you, even when I do everything I can to please you." Wow. A blow to the heart. That definitely caught my attention. Well, I must say, they are completely right. This person does everything they can to make sure I am content, yet I have the audacity to not express my gratitude.
While at first all I could do was sink into my sorrow state, now I realize I do need to tell them "thank you" every once in a while or maybe even let them know that they mean so much to me.
From now on I am Thankful Lauren. I need to enjoy the little things in life.
Well, here's to a new thankful me.

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It....

Was good!! Sorry for the late response.

Relax :)

Now it's time to fill out job applications and watch Sleepless in Seattle. I am really excited. I, of all people, haven't seen this movie. I will let you know how it is... :D

Just Something I Stumbled Upon...

Lazy.

Today I have been so incredibly lazy, it's not even funny. I cleaned my room but that's it. Now I am tired. I don't understand how that is possible since it's only 7 and I have been awake for a total of 8 hours.... Oh well. I guess I will go organize some clothes. Bye!!

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Anyway.

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Dream.

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